2,030 days

 Its been 2,030 days since Mikey went away. 

It sounds like a long time and it feels that way too. 

I have given up on feeling better because without him nothing could ever be better.

Im learning to live with this new normal though, I dont really have a choice. 

I always knew it was going to be this bad, I could feel it, I dreaded these days. 

Would I do it all over again, knowing for sure how this feels now? 

I would do it in a minute. 

I would do it a 1000 more times.